My Path

After a few days of confusion and deep thoughts, I had decided on what to do. Once I have made up my mind, I should be firm and work hard to fight for it… Thanks to my love ones who had guided me through all these while…
Thanks God for I am quite happy and satisfied with my SPM results. My hard work, sweat and tears had finally paid off by getting 9A’s for my SPM. I was touched. Praise the Lord.
A big big hug to Jee who is always there for me through thicks and thins. All that I have now is because of her 100% support, plus her love and care to me. I really appreciate it.I will never forget the days you woke up early to sit at my side when I did my revision before the test. Thanks Jee…
Not forgetting Pa and Liang who gave me enough space to burst out myself when I was extremely stress before the examinations.
Thanks to all my subject teachers and tutors for their guidance, words of advice and all the information needed. With all your notes and paints on the whiteboard, I finally completed my SPM. (though I didn’t get straight A+.. haha)
Many thanks to all my relatives, friends and some of my mum’s colleagues who have been so close to me. Without support from all of you, I am sure I can’t get through this hard time alone that optimistically.
Thank you so much! I love you all!!!
Life is not as relieved and free as I thought after I got my SPM result. I was extremely tired, confused and lost when it comes to decision making. I was unable to make up my mind on what to do next as I was running out of options! I was thinking to apply scholarships here and there as one of my friends told me to apply as many as I can to get myself more choices later. I then considered IPTS as most IPTA requires Form Six. At this point of time, a lot of internal confusion going on. I consider my family’s financial background too. I was like wandering aimlessly in a thick jungle without having a compass, unable to decide what to choose, where to go, don’t know how to proceed. I tossed and turned in bed every night and had different ways in seeing things after every nap. Words can’t describe how worried I was these few days.
Luckily, God comes in. He sends me a digital compass… Haha! I was guided to the right path by Ellepo. Ellepo gave me advice to stay calm and focus on my goal and dream. In three days time, I was brought to the state library to borrow some books related to fields I might be interested in, went to education fair to get more info on my chosen field and so on. I got explanations from her and had a clearer picture on what I want. Not only that, I was brought to talk to counselors and professionals to seek for opinions. I got calls and messages from relatives and friends. They were all very concern about what I chose and wanted to know what I had decided. Thanks to all…
After few days struggling on that, I started to see more light and make up my mind to be brave and strong to take up whatever challenges I am going to face. I decided to go back to school for Form Six if I don’t get any of those applications approved. I will work hard and try my very best to achieve my next goal. Hope that I can be more mature and get the second chance to have my scholarship after Form Six. Good luck to me.. =)

Posted by: Wing