舍不得说再见。。。

我需要冷静一下。。。
给我一点时间，所以会暂时告别爱乐家族，去完成一些我该做的事情。。。
我只是暂时停笔，还会回来。。。从一开始便看我的blog的朋友和亲人，谢谢你们的支持！希望我快点完成我的事情，再回到爱乐家族。。。
加油Wing!!! =)

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珍藏里的回忆。。。

思念是一种负担。如果没有思念，人将会是多么的轻松和快乐。。。

成长让大家的步伐不一样了。我想把我的珍藏品拿出来回味一下。害怕再多一点点的成长，会把这纯真甜蜜的所做所为，当成是幼稚无知。

这纸条是我亲笔写来激发一个自卑感很重的朋友。。。

第一次看到这么大的小熊棒棒糖，觉得它很可爱。当时脑海中浮现一个人，所以买下了。。。之后的点点滴滴，就由收糖者自己去回味吧！

Blink Blink是到Sabah游玩时订做的。还是一样闪亮亮的吗？

忘了钱包有多少个分格。。。总之是很多很多。每一格我都存放一个希望，希望TT成功，健康，幸福，快乐，知足，感恩，还有还有。。。我不记得了。。。

17岁，17个祝福语。写祝福语时的耐心，一切过程，如果说当初没心动，那是骗人的。。。

那时候大家都没有钱，所以选择最便宜的薯条。不过这是我吃过最好吃的薯条。。。

"YOU CAN"... 在我心里，只有“你能”。。。

还有一些不便公布的珍藏。。。

直觉告诉我，一切都变了，不一样了。这些珍藏是否还存在，或是已被丢弃，已不再重要了。。。可是当中的点点滴滴，还是那么的清晰。

10年，20年后，如果这些珍藏的影片还保留在电脑中，再回味时，会不会一切已模糊，不会再勾起任何的回忆呢？

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Lizards... Eeeeeee... My FRIEND???

I have a great fear of lizards. By just looking at it from far, it can make me feel so anxious and my heart beats very fast till you can see with naked eyes my heart pounds... Though I don't want it to happen, I just can't control it. Lizards are very very scary and nerve-wracking.
I won't enter a bathroom or toilet if there is a lizard. I won't go inside my bedroom if I found out there is a lizard in there. Because of this, our windows are fully netted and the sliding door is always kept close.
Jee killed countless lives these years because of my phobia. Her heartlessly killings had turned her into a reluctant expert at killing lizards... xD
I am sorry, Jee... I know you did all that because of me. Everytime after you killed a lizard, you would always followed by saying "Why kill lizards? They don't disturb and they bring good luck... "
From now on Jee, you don't kill!!! Chase them outside the house. That will be very much touched already... I will reprogramme my brain to relax, not to scream or cry when I see a lizard in the house. If I still fear, I will cover up my eyes, not to see it, not to think of it...
Jee, I think I am making some progress. Last few days I saw a lizard in Liang's room and I did not panic. That lizard must have slipped in the house when Pa opened the sliding door widely. (Pa likes to do that and always get scolded by Jee to keep the door closed at all times.) xD
Liang is very brave. He still can sleep soundly with a lizard in his room. He even teased me by saying "See! Your best friend is with me, in the same room!" (Yuckkkkk!!! My BEST FREIND??? He was saying lizard is my FRIEND??? Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..................)
As his elder sister, I should be more firm. I really need to confront this phobia. I can't let lizards taking over my life. I must learn to live with them even though I still fear.
Lizards, lizards, lizards... I am freaked out!!!
Oh yea... Have anyone of you ever come across lizards' droppings? It's black stool with white on top. (Looks like small letter 'i'.) I used to tell Jee that lizards are honest. They broadcast to the world that the droppings are 'i' (lizards). Hahaha!!! 不打自招。。。

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年少梦想...

看到有同学在部落格里写到为自己没有梦想而感到茫然，不知去向。
回想自己小时后，我有过很多愿望，很多的梦想。我还成经骄傲的以为自己很特别，出类拔萃。
长大之后，才发现原来自己在很多方面都比不上别人。现在选读的课程，好像都不成是我年少时的梦想。我喜欢弹琴，说过要成为钢琴家。我也喜欢教学，希望有朝一日可以成为大学教授。还有许多许多，我也不记得自己许过哪些愿望了。只知道自己最近一直渴望成为心理学家。
我所有的梦想，所有的愿望，都随着我踏进Swinburne的那一刻起，粉碎了，不能实现了。。。只可以用来回味，让自己暂时沉醉在梦想的时光里。。。

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听歌感触

最近Ellepo总是哼着同样一首歌：如果深情往事，你已不再留恋，就让它随风飘远。。。
听起来还蛮舒服的，就上网下载这首歌的歌词，在这里跟大家分享，歌名是“大海”。
Em... 有点熟悉的感觉，如果没记错，Shirlene也提过这首歌词吧！下回唱K别忘了一起合唱这首歌来释放自己哦。。。=）

~从那遥远海边慢慢消失的你
本来模糊的脸竟然渐渐清晰
想要说些什么又不知从何说起
只有把它放在心底
茫然走在海边看那潮来潮去
徒劳无功想把每朵浪花记清
想要说声爱你却被吹散在风里
猛然回头你在那里
如果大海能够唤回成经的爱
就让我用一生等待
如果深情往事你已不再留恋
就让它随风飘远
如果大海能够带走我的哀愁
就像带走每条河流
所有受过的伤
所有流过的泪
我的爱
请全部带走

很完美的一首歌。那旋律，张雨生刚强的歌声，波动了我心里的伤痛。。。
听着听着，眼眶里已充满了泪水。
“所有受过的伤，所有流过的泪，我的爱，请全部带走。。。
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亲人

别打开礼物的缎带,
最初充满期待,最后都腐败...
别打开午夜的电台,别让情歌反复再愚弄...
而爱并没有教给我生存,只教我交易虚荣和天真...
可是爱让我们变成陌生人,却变不了更高尚的灵魂...
不要吻我,只要抱着我,
不要爱我,做我的亲人,
把手借我,一天一分钟,
做我最亲密的亲人,
不是谁的情人,谁的某某某...
就算我全身湿透透,我也不再被谁牵着鼻子走...
如果我还握住拳头,可能我怕我的梦飞走...
而爱并不如你想的万能,不能让我们不再战争...
可是爱连慈悲也没多慈悲,谁爱越深越容易被牺牲...
不要吻我,只要抱着我,
不要爱我,做我的亲人,
把手借我,一天一分钟,
让我还敢做我的梦,
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄...

~叮当- 下一站，幸福。

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Let's Go To Jane's House!!!

'Where are we going for lunch?'
~JANE'S HOUSE!!!
'Where are we going after this?'
~JANE'S HOUSE!!!
'Where to go for our Maths revision?'
~JANE'S HOUSE!!!
'Where to gather this Saturday night?'
~JANE'S HOUSE!!!
'Where to meet before movie?'
~JANE'S HOUSE!!!

=.=" Since Jane's house is ssssooooo popular, OKAY!!! Let's go to Jane's house!!! xD
On Wednesday, 3rd June, as it is a Gawai holiday, I make their wish come true...

Malvin, Richmond, Tzi Perng, Victor and Voon Hwa, a group of aliens imported from neighbouring states and countries finally make their first steps in ~Jane's House!!!

Before that, maybe to them, Jane's house looks like this...

Front view of 'Jane's House...'

Sitting room... Comfortable and chilled with air-con... Wah!!!

Long dining table with crystal chandelion, with ANG's ancestor's protrait hanging on the wall...

'Jane's study room'... Clean and neat...

Even the washroom looks like this!!! 5 stars!!! O.O

In actual fact, Jane's House is small (but cozy xD), simple, messy, no air-con, no Astro...

Ngaitii...

My friends are all nice guys... Not only they didn't complain, I can see that they are comfortable with it... (hey, hope you guys are really comfortable with Jane's house... dont act ar...)

Thanks for finishing all the food... =)
Now you all know how is Jane's house like... So next time, where to go?

NO MORE JANE'S HOUSE?????

or... You guys still prefer...

JANE'S HOUSE!!!! hahahahaha...xD

My childhood best friend is smiling... Carry Elleby with her... =)

Elleby, look at the camera...

Rich is too full... Till he has to take some exercises... Walking around Jane's small house, I dont think it helps much...

Oh Vic, nice pose!

Mr Lee, what's wrong with your fingers? Saying hi?

Mal, I told you... You dont need a jacket in Jane's house... Enjoy your 'Xin Hui'! xD

Hey Japanese guy, what are you staring at? Anything wrong with Mal?

Thanks buddies! It's nice to know all of you... Hope we stay as BBF!!! =)

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落叶

~从不紧捉不放

从不独占不离

它完成了当做的事

就谦卑地枯干掉落。。。

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