Winter Solstice, 冬至

冬至, Winter Solstice Festival - a big day for the Chinese to get together, making and eating of tangyuan, 汤圆.

This is one of Jane's favourite traditional Chinese dessert and she used to make them with ama when she was young.
This year, she insists to try on her own. She started with the simplest type, unfilled tangyuan served with a sweet broth. She has Michy to help her to roll the dough into small balls. I can see these 2 young pretty ladies were having fun.
She also cooked chicken rice without taking my help. I was so impressed the way she and Michy cut the apples, cucumber, onions and chillies for the salad. The best part is that they did not mess up the kitchen. The kitchen is kept so clean after the cooking except an unexpected accident caused by me, this "lao tai po" =p
Oooopsss.....I m sorry.....
Let's see the food....
The tangyuan are too big and tasteless, but it's a very good start, good try...
The chicken rice, the chicken, the salad....emm..... yummy!!!
O.o, we forgot to take pics of the rice and the salad, not very keen in taking photos....

Rich, the food she cooked may not turn out as well, but she has spent the whole morning in it with love and passion. She told me that you have been working very hard in shop, must give you some home-cooked food rather than all the time eating cheap stuff. "Sayang" you oh!!!
Both of you are still young. Keep learning of whatever is part of growing up.
May you have sweet memories of growing up together....
Love u 2....


posted by:ellepo

My Office PC is DEAD!!!

Yesh! My office pc is dead.
I was doing material reservation. Half way through, the power was suddenly switched off by itself...... no noises, no lights.....nothing, completely silent, completely dead.
My pc must have worked too hard until it got heart attack. It's high time to take a rest. Not only the pc, the person who is using it every day - ME!!!
I don't want to end my life just like that!
I still have a lot of things in my mind yet to be done.
I need a rest.
For those who read this blog, don't be surprised why I still can write blog. I am using my princess's network, hahaha.....

posted by: ellepo

Dumb Bitch!!!!!

I'd inherited an incredibly stupid but at the same time was really stubborn subordinate in my workplace.
He is so confused and dumb, beyond salvation. Needs spoon feeding and reassurance all the time and yet can't get the simplest job done.
Why do I need an assistant in the first place if I myself am solving all the problems delegated to him?
Just a 3 days 2 nights travelling - doing the simplest delivery of stock ..........arrhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
How much problems he has created for me to settle already? I can't even have a peaceful talk with the doctor in the clinic. Forget about the MC, I don't think I can have a good rest.
I thought today he will come back safe and sound so that I can have a peaceful weekend. Oh no!!! Something happen again.............
Sigh...... you dumb bitch!!! You have made my life very difficult at the workplace. It's been such a stressful time even since I accepted you to work under me. I get fed up and tired of solving your problems over and over again. You are an adult and a father of three, you should know how to handle your problems without using up all my time. Do you know that I feel so annoyed and unlucky having to deal with all those kind of things?
@#$%^*+*^>

posted by: ellepo

Puzzle???

I am feeling tired. Physically, mentally, emotionally.......really tired.
Its not easy to maintain positive relationships with my siblings though I have been trying real hard. Why? Just because they have better life and can never put themselves in my shoes?
Tensions.....we can no longer communicate nicely. More often our conversations will end up with a fight. But do you know that behind every fight there is a reason? Why are all the arrows pointing at me only? Because I am the youngest? I can't even defend myself when I am being penalised. I am rebellious when I stand out for my rights.
Feelings are hurt............ my heart aches...........
All of a sudden, I think of you, mama.
Mama, I miss you very much.
You are the only one that I can have heart to heart talk. You are using your tough life experiences to understand my problems. You are a truly honest caring mama.
Talk to me, answer me....... I beg you, mama........or just open your eyes and look at me, that will be enough.
I don't have energy to stand any longer, I am falling........

posted by: ellepo

Proud of You, Ah Liang!!!

My boy Ah Liang, the Corporal of BB Boys organised a 2 days 1 night fun camp in Lundu over the weekend for around 30 people.

He took charge and arranged the whole thing including preparing food for all the officers and juniors who joined in the camp.

After coming back from the camp, he started to help me with preparing dinner every evening. I am very glad that Ah Liang is starting to take interest and responsibility with food.
Thank you Liang for preparing all the home-cooked food. They are simple but nice to eat. I also can relax my mind from tiring and hectic schedule in cooking food everyday after coming back from work. One thing very important to me is the hidden love and affection behind the food that you cooked.
I feel very proud to have you as my son.

You are a good son and an excellent cook! Hey, fit and good looking some more. Cool especially when girls read your wall messages in face book ha. (Tell you all a secret, one of his friends asked him to publish some cool and emotional phrases to suspend girls......O.o, I once thought it was true.....^.^)

Anyone? Want to try his cooking? I'll send him round to you if you want, hahaha......

Who ever marries him in future, "chap tou" wor..... who will be that lucky girl is yet to see!!!

Here are some of the food that he cooked......
Look healthy, colourful and nice to eat......

posted by : ellepo

"Chao Chao"

I have a patch work baby blanket knitted by Ama when I was still a little girl. I call it my "chao chao" (kiddy Hokkien: smelly) which I can't live without. I refuse to give it up though it's a little torn. I find it cooling and most important of all is the special kind of weird "smell"... my smell... xDDD Hmmm... I am in my paradise!!!

Dear has a habit. He likes to hug his own and my jackets (lazy day), saying he likes the smells. He even put it against his face and inhaled deeply. O.O!!!! He is smelling my jacket and that is the sweetest sight to me. From there, I suspect he should have some kind of "chao chao" too. O.o??

Yeah, my guess is 100% accuracy!!! Dear has a "chao chao" too, but... hahaha, i never expected it to be... Oops, I am not going to reveal anything here, I will keep it as a secret.

But to tell you the truth dear, your "chao chao" gives me a warm and very homely feeling. ^~^
Bring it along with you to Australia when you go for studies...... at least you have something to hug, to help you sleep... (until the day you come back to me... then I will be your "chao chao" xDDD)

Sometimes, the smallest action or thing in life can really make a wonderful day and put the sweetest smile on our face. '~'
Look around you, do you have a "chao chao" too? xDDD

Posted by: Wing

Water is my friend... ^~^

After that not long ago traumatic incident in Sematan, I never thought i will gain courage and strength that fast to step in to water again... It was impossible for me to do that without you...

"Water is your friend dear... Be brave! You can do it... Slowly do... You need to get use to water first... Slowly... " you taught me step by step even though I failed a thousand times... Grabbing you very very tight until I left fingerprints on your arms and shoulders... yet no complains from you... aaarrrgggghhhhh!!!! stupid @jane... Sorry dear I let you down... ==

Seeing you being very patient towards me, teaching me how to breathe inside the water, throw my pipi and saliva out... (hahaha! thanks dear dear... I think I know the practical part already...) I had a very strong determination to learn well and not to fail... I dont want to let you down, for you, I tried... ^~^ (I appreciate you for not letting go of my hands even for a single second...)

So scared, until my stomach and legs cramped... == Lousy indoor girl... xD

Dear, I am really touched at that very moment... You are really patient with me... Not a single complain from you though you have to repeat yourself many times but I still cannot make it...

I feel bad for complaining you coz of not fulfilling my small wishes sometimes... I am cruel as compared to how you treated me... =(

Yes! Now water is my friend... I think I have conquered that fear... (i think only... still need more practice... xDDD)

Dear, are you prepared to get swollen arms and bruises over your shoulders again? If you are, then I am ready!!! xDDD Let's go Kolam Renang!!!!

Posted by: Wing

我家佬佬

星期五下班回家看到大门开着，心想生活虽然过得忙碌，可也蛮幸福的。女儿不在家时，佬佬也会在我到家之前的五分钟把大门先打开，让我可以直接把车驾进车房里去。

打开车门刚要下车的时候，看到一大堆的狗粪呈现在眼前，还是新鲜刚出炉的啊！一定是隔壁家最近领养小狗的藉作。我口里一边骂小狗，哪里不好做大生意，偏偏把财送到我家门口，一边忙着把皮包，水壶拿进屋里，然后再出来做清理工作。

当我再次回到车房时，看到佬佬戴着口罩，手拿一大堆的旧报纸，蹲在那把狗粪给清理干净了。看到那一幕， 心里真是很感动。感动是因为你帮我做了一件我不太愿意亲自下手做的事。二来是觉得你的健康有进展了。一向来忙忙碌碌的你又回来了， 不再软绵绵的躺在一旁， 不说话， 不做事，也不理会任何人。

佬佬， 虽然你现在什么都做不了，但我希望看到你健康。 你一定要加油哦！我永远支持你！

posted by: ellepo

18 November??? O.O!!!!

"What is the date today?" you asked me in the open lab this morning...

"Em... 18 gua..." As soon as the the answer flew out of my mouth, my heart started to pound more quickly and harder...

It is already 18 November 2010!!! Time flies... Remembered our first sem life when we were still like lil kiddos... We played and fooled around with other friends in the group. And it is funny when we both played hide and seek, not admitting that we had fallen for each other.

Entering second sem, we walked hand-in-hand as couples. I am proud... To have you around with me, drive me around everyday, help me in this and that, to carry my stuff and all those, I feel touched everyday by your little but warmth actions towards me. You care for me, love me and pamper me like a baby... I walked proudly with my nose up thinking that: My boyfriend... Richmond... Jealous??? xDDD

We stay together everyday, school works, assignments, friends, activities, even when we have conflicts or arguments, you never leave me alone but to settle everything with me. You are always by my side even when I scolded you very badly... You are patient enough to cope with all my short-tempered, lousy computer skills and being so fragile that i barely can take good care of myself...

And today, is already 18 November... We are finishing sem two and moving on to year end... The moment today's date came out from my mouth, I looked at you... You are smiling so innocently, looking at me... I felt like crying...

Dear, I am scared... To tell you the truth, I am reluctant to let you leave. How I wish you would stay behind for me or to let me visit you once in a while when you leave Kuching... But I know that this will be impossible... I want you to have brighter future, so I have to let go... Let you go to have higher level of education and come back to me after that... But I really cannot bear with the sadness... Even when I think of it... I am so useless har?

Know what? Since the start of this month, I am practising very very hard... I try not to love you too much... Try to be cold blooded... But I failed... I then train myself to be stronger... I tell myself that the day when you really leave Kuching, I will send you off in the airport without flooding the place. I want to give you the best memory of @jane, so that you will have that memory to stay on until the day you come back to me... Again, I failed... And I failed badly... I cannot even hold my tears now when I am writing this... My pyjamas is already half-soaked... What more to say on that very day when I have to send you off... I wonder...

What our future will be no one knows... No one can predict... We can only leave everything to God and it is up to Him to decide... But I am glad that at least He arranged us to meet and let me have you that closed to me...

Life is a wonderful miracle... I can only pray hard to Him that we can really last... Pray that we can handle all obstacles very firmly and will insist on going back to each other when the time has come...

@jane love you dear dear... Hope we last...

Posted by: Wing

Weird Worker

Most of my colleagues are pretty normal and we all get along well in the office except one - the resident witch.....
She created information about me to cause me harm so that my position in my workplace is shaky. She backstabbed me so many times.....
I never want to explain because we are all adults and moreover I feel my contributions are being appreciated in my workplace.
I am very sure that I did nothing wrong. The only mistake I made is I am more committed to my work, more flexible, smarter than her in handling our daily work.
Whereas for her, the only thing she can do is to act sweet. 50 years old woman to act sweeeeeet???? t">b@$*#>t....

posted by : ellepo

My Cell Phone is GONE!!!

All these while I have been using second hand or recycled handphones from both of my sweeties.
I always get something that is economy and practical for myself. I don't get things that I like or something of my dream because I "sayang" my sweaty hard earned $$$. (kedekut the Malays call me)
Just 2 months ago Jane said to me : Jee, get a new cellular phone for yourself. You have been working so hard, should love yourself more. Buy the model and pattern that you like. Don't always pick the handphones that we are going to throw due to some defects. You really need a good one as all your official calls are directed to it.
Wah! this girl, sounds like an old lady, my old mama.
Sometimes I tend to spend on something desirable that is not a necessity because of what she said. But have a feeling of enjoyment and satisfaction. Thanks Jane. Remind me to spend occasionally but not too often or else my budget burst, both you and liang have to take "sweet potato porridge" for most of the time. Haha...
Yesterday I accidentally dropped my handphone in the toilet bowl. And you know what? I picked it up with my hands because it is only 2 months old and this is the first time ever in my life I bought a handphone of my own choice.
Arrrh.........eventhough the toilet bowl was relatively clean, it wasn't a pleasant experience at all......
I have decided to buy a cheap phone with simple functions than to get the latest cell phone model with all the new additions and features.
I am sure Tay will say something again about my phone when he see me using it.
Who cares?
I am happy with it.
Bye bye my beloved Nokia! (I don't know what model, ask the new generations, they know)
I'll get another old and reliable Nokia phone with simple design and come with only the most basic features. I am not going to make any more investment into an expensive high tech phone that I probably never know how to use.
Most of all, I'm afraid the same incident will happen again. Who knows?

Posted by : ellepo

Tired? Just Me!!!

I am super busy with bunch of office work to get done lately.
Seriously, I am jealous of my colleagues who can just sit there, doing nothing, relax, on the phone..... (sorry, no offence)
The distribution of job functions is obviously not fair. You know more, do more. Sometimes just how much I wish my respond can be a little bit slower, more care free and less responsible. But I can't. I am just not that type of person.
I am very struggling. I am feeling tired.
"Tired"? - not a powerful word to describe how I feel.
I am wounded - physically and mentally.
I am battered, broken and bruised.
It's just like a never ending story....
but I am determined to stay on........Just for you.......the two of you!!!
Pray that everything will be going on smoothly for me, everything.......
GOD Bless.........

posted by : Ellepo

Elleby's hair = Mango seed???

Yesterday...

Jee cut a few mangoes brought back by Pop...

@jane : Hey dear, come and eat mangoes... It's very juicy, sweet and contain high fibre...

Rich : Ok... ^~^

@jane : You take the seed and leave the rest to Pop... xDDD

Rich : Wah quite nice and sweet ... Long time didn't eat already...

A few minutes later....

Dear giggled and I saw him looking and playing with the seed... turned the seed up and down, laughing to himself... O.o???

@jane : What happen to you??

Showed the seed to me... kept laughing...

Rich : Elleby's hair!!! hahahhahaha~ X.X

So naughty this Dear...

Elleby : My hair!!!! xDDDD

Elleby's hair = Mango seed??? What do you think??? =p

Posted by : Wing

23 Oct 2010 Saturday night

A memorable date...

Friends from first semester gathered and had dinner in Sharing Planet. It was a nice place and all of us enjoyed our dinner before it turned into 'displayed food'. xDDD

First of all, a thousand thanks to the organising chairperson @Jane... =p "No problem... It's just a few messages and the effort to press all of your hand-phone numbers plus facebook message... hahaha!!!" hey but this is really worth it... It was a great meet... Hope to have another one soon... =)

Mal and quiet Bryan... Sharing Planet is a wonderful place. I enjoyed the car racing part when you guys lead the way. xDDD *honk honk (@ling's mini Kancil)

Jacqueline is forever the same... So lively and happy... Miss you very much.

New hair cut for our manager... Oi nice oh... Suit you... Finally, you let the 'barber' play with your long curly hair... =P Thanks Wei Zhong for leading the prayer.

Voon, Bong, Derek and Tzi Perng... You all are still very naughty and playful...

Woho!!! My dear dear is still the champion for arm wrestling... xDDD Wei guys, train harder... swim, gym, jog bla bla bla whatever... Find ways to beat him (that's not what I want actually... hahaha!!!)

Anyway, I appreciate and want to thank all for turning up... (+ Joko)

That ah Kong ar... went to Santubong and leave us behind.... ==' Nevermine... Bom him if he doesn't show himself for the next gathering... hehe...

Somehow, something happened that night after the get-together... That was only between me and Rich... (it's confidential~ ^~^)

Dear, when I received your call, the first thing I wanted to do is to rush there to see you as soon as possible. Be there with you even if there is nothing I can do to help. I never realised that you are getting very important to me. Getting to know that I have occupied a very important place in your heart too (the first person you think of when you are in need), I now strongly believe that our relationship has eventually blossomed into a very powerful love. I also firmly accept that everything happens for a reason. For had I not going to Swinburne (which was never in my list of choice after SPM), I never would have met you... ^~^

Posted by: Wing

You Light Up My Life

So many nights

I'd sit by my windows

Waiting for someone

to sing me his song

so many dreams

I kept deep inside me

alone in the dark

now you've come along

you light up my life

you give me hope to carry on

you light up my days

and fill my nights with songs...

rolling at sea

adrift on the waters

could it be finally

I'm turning for home

finally a chance to say

hey, I love you

never again to be all alone

you light up my life

you give me hope to carry on

you light up my days

and fill my nights with songs...

It can't be wrong

when it feels so right

coz YOU...

you light up my life...

~LeAnn Rimes

Posted by: Wing

一切都会成为过去。。。

给他一个外号叫 ‘金牛’ 吧！

虽然说金牛是自己人，但是好像什么事情都会瞒着我们，很怕我们知道似的。也不知道什么原因，金牛妈妈更是如此。

最近得知金牛遭受感情上的挫折。跟他相爱多年的女友才分开不到一个月，就琵琶别抱。任他千呼万唤，不计前嫌的希望女友回到他身边，最后换来的还是心碎。

我好久没见过他了，也不是真正很了解他的性格。但却知道他对女友很投入，太痴迷。

我不敢在他面前提起。即使说了，他也会千方百计把话题转开。我只能在心里默默对他说：“你一定要撑过去，再大的波浪也会平息，是别人对不起你。你没理由这样折磨自己，没有理由让自己过得不好。”

姨很担心你。还有你的父母，这二十多年来对你无私的爱和呵护，你怎么可以这样糟蹋自己，让身边爱你的人心痛呢？

人生的路起起伏伏，每一次所经历的痛都是为了让我们可以时时警惕，充实自己，变得更有智慧，更有能耐去迎接下一个浪潮，另一个挑战。

金牛，一切都会成为过去的。学习放下，看透，也就是你真正长大的时候了。

加油！我们都爱你。

Posted by: Ellepo

Broken Handbag

I noticed Jane's handbag strap is broken.
"Get a new one", I said.
"It's okay, Jee. My bag is still good. I'll use until the handle is separated from the body".
O.o...
Young girls generally have endless appetite for fashion - dresses, handbags, shoes, purses, accessories, etc... but this girl is a bit different. She is using used handbags given by her cousin. The handbag is used excessively to carry items such as her books, notes, water bottle, umbrella, jacket..... and a lot more of the small small items. You name it, you'll get it. But tell you, the only one thing you can't find in her bag is cosmetic.
Weird right? For a young girl living in this modern world. I classified her as nealy "extinct" mammal. She said she is unique. ~.~
What should I do with this girl? Okay, do my best to repair the bag so that it can get back in business as soon as possible. I don't have heavy duty needle and thread. So it is tough work on my fingers but when I see her smiling at me, I am happy. It doesn't matter at all.
Jane, I'm very proud to have you.
Rich, do you know you are very lucky too? Treasure and love her. The small bag you bought for her is kept in the big broken bag. Haha!!! add some more weight to it.

posted by : Ellepo

Simple Love~

Couldn't really say why,

I become very initiative...

Anything is worth doing when I fall in love with you...

I want to announce loudly,

That I can't bear to be apart from you...

Even my next door neighbours can guess my feelings right now.

I want to watch the sunset together with you until we fall asleep.

I want to just hold your hand this way and not to let go.

Can love be forever innocent without sadness?

I want to play comp games with you...

I want to watch movies with you..

I want us to sing without worries as we walk along...

I want to just hold your hand this way and not to let go.

Can love be simple without pain?

You leaning on my shoulder,

I sleeping on your chest...

This kind of life- I love you and you love me...

I want simple love,

I want everlasting bond...

I feel warmth and happy being together with you...

Your considerate and little actions make me touched...

I love you dear~ ^~^

Posted by: Wing

好累

活了大半辈子，感觉自己的生命似乎都是一连串的挑战。从结婚，生孩子和带孩子，都是风风雨雨，一波三折。现在孩子长大了，又要面对老老的健康问题，瘫痪卧床十年的母亲，还有自己身体随着岁月慢慢退化所引发的种种症状。。。

还有一大堆做不完的垃圾工。。。好像都没有机会让我停歇。

我感觉很累，很累， 精疲力尽，快要致息。

我生命中的每一个脚步怎么都很艰难？但想想，生活中的磨难何尝不是一场难得的学习？

所以，我还是非常感恩主为我所做的一切安排。

主，赐给我力量，赐给我勇气。我要平着坚信的慨念，靠住的扶持，勇敢，坚强，一步一步走下去。

有主在我心，我就感觉到主的平安，喜乐。。。。

感谢天主。

posted by : ellepo

Thank You Jane

Life gets really hard and painful these days. I feel completely worn out, tired.....
Thank you Jane, for all that you have done. I know you are trying very hard to help me in whatever ways you can in order to lessen my burden. Your irreplaceable love, understanding and support are the sources of my strength to go on. I could not have gone this far without you. Even how hard my life is, I know that I am a rich Jee because I have you. You always make my days a little brighter and problems seem a whole lot smaller.
Jee loves you and you are my Angel....

posted by : Ellepo

Preparations for Majlis Ramah Tamah Aidilfitri

Once again, our unit is going to organise this celebration for all the network operation staff in Kuching on the 6th of October .

We are going to have this function in our office. Save a lot of cost on renting logistic ha! Hopefully we'll get varieties, more delicious and quality food this year.

As soon as we came out from the meeting room after discussion on this matter, everybody starts to do his/her part especially our Ms Liew and Yung. With full commitment and cooperation, our office is beautifully decorated in just 2 days' time (not full time wor, part time only)

Thumbs up for all of you. Good job.

Hey gang, forgive me for not taking part in the preparations as you all know I am very busy...

Bear with me if I pop up suddenly and "kepo" in giving comments during my short intervals.... I am just trying to show my support and concern. Hehe...

I don't want to bla.... too much here. Let the photos show the progress and their hard work.....

Yung & Lau are busy with hanging the "ketupat" and "chasing lights" (Johnny told me the LED is chasing each other), some call decorative lightings...

Why only Yung works so hard while others just stand there "supervising" & "giving instructions"?

Ms Liew is doing some firming exercise on her arms. She volunteers to pump the balloons, what do you think?Tada..... almost ready. The celebration will be held right in front here. Eh! What is Ram trying to do? Berdiri "berkang-kang"some more.......haha

Posted by : Ellepo

Relationships

A friend sent this story to me and I found is worth reading and would like to share it here.

It's a story about baby porcupines. Have you ever seen a baby porcupine? Let's read on and learn a great lesson from it......
It was the coldest winter ever - many animals died because of the cold.
The porcupines, realizing the situation, decided to group together. This way they covered and protected themselves; but the quills of each one wounded their closest companions even though they gave off heat to each other. After a while, they decided to distance themselves one from the other and they began to die, alone and frozen.
So they had to make a choice : either accept the quills of their companions or disappear from the Earth.
Wisely, they decided to go back to being together. This way they learned to live with the little wounds that were caused by the close relationship with their companion, but the most important part of it, was the heat that came from the others. This way they were able to survive.
The story tells us :
the best relationship is not the one that brings together perfect people, but is when each individual learns to live with the imperfections of others and
can admire the other person's good qualities...... =)
Okay, let's have a look on this cute and beautiful baby porcupine...


Posted by : Ellepo

姐弟情深

Jane 和Liang 姐弟俩相差两年四个月，自小感情深厚。不管发生什么事， 都是站在同一阵线。

弟弟四岁才开口说话。进入小学时还是口齿不清，不能很清楚的表达自己的心义。身为姐姐的一路来都很耐心的引导弟弟，一句一句教他慢慢说， 一起扶持，一起成长。

现在做姐姐的忙学业， 忙拍拖。而弟弟除了在学校是个大忙人之外，也是课外活动很活跃的一份子。各忙各的， 很难再有机会看到他两在一起，只是在我面前时常都会问起对方的近况和进展。

今天我病了，做姐姐的代我载送弟弟参加校际课外活动。

弟弟的脚在游戏项目比赛时烫伤了， 看到姐姐紧张又心疼的帮弟弟处理伤口， 那姐弟温情实在让我感动，就赶快拿手机拍下了那感人的一幕。

我心爱的宝贝，Jee 爱你们，并祝你们姐弟情永远那么亲密美好。

Posted by: Ellepo

Handicapped? ELLEBY!!!!!!!

NO!!!!!!!! Who broke your arm, Elleby?

Ellepapa? O.O?? No lar... Ellepapa loves you very very much... He hugs you too tight maybe... XF

Ellepapa, have to handle precious little Elleby with extra care and love... He is as fragile as Ellemama... Hahaha! ^~^

We love you Elleby!!!

Don't worry Ellepapa, Ellemama loves you more... =p

Elleby: Hey!!! Not fair...

Ellemama: XD

Ellepapa: '~'

Posted by: Wing

A hard worker?! xF

My dear says I am a hard worker... To me he is a hard worker too!!! ^~^

He is hardworking in helping Pupps. Working in the shop during holidays and weekends... Thumbs up for my dear! He is a filial son. Pupps sure loves him very much... =)

Dear, I appreciate the way you made me smile... ^^ The way you are anxious about my essay and other subjects... The way you feel worried for me when I had to change and redo my essay... The way you want to help fight with the lecturer to gain back my topic... (It's okay dear... I'll try a new one. I'll be happy with you around. ^^) The way you pamper me and help to lower the rope we have to cross it everyday... The way you help to find my flower... (I am sorry I dropped it again... =( It was a nice memory... Walking around to search for it...) The way you show your love and care... I am touched...

You laugh then I laugh lo! XD I like to see you smile and hear you laugh... So be happy everyday yea? Cheers!

Posted by: Wing

HELP!!! I'm Stressed Out!

My boss is giving me more and more new job functions than I can reasonably handle.
More tasks means more responsibilities with simple reason that I can produce better results and won't put him into troubles.
I can't do everything at the same time. There are some that require a little more attention and thinking. Moreover all those functions that were given to me are challenging and tedious which need to do a lot of thinking, decisions, communications....... and most important of all, I have to be very firm and flexible.
AAAAArrrrrrrrrrrHHHHHHHHH....... I want to scream out loud !!!!!!
I have used up a lot of my "brain power" recently and this burns energyy!!!!!!!! but I'm not getting any slimmer!!!!!!! I'm very very tired and weak!!!!!!
Before long, I'll be like the hamster on the wheel. The difference is the hamster can stop anytime but I CAN'T if I want to.

I'm stressed beyond belief with my CRAZY JOBS!!!!

posted by : Ellepo

Separated. . .

A brand new start for all of us in our second sem!!!

Today was supposed to be a very happy and exciting day for all of us in Swin. However, things seemed to turn the other way round. . .
Guess what? We are all separated!!!! All of us from Group 16 and some from 15 as well. . . It was only more than a month's holiday and things changed drastically. . .
First of all, our Group 16 manager Wei Zhong left us and decided to go back to Form 6 with his new hair cut. . . Leaving us, all the little chicks behind him, our curly haired manager went without any last word. . . No more fun and surprises in everyday's live without him. . .
Followed by his very best supporters, Ah Kong and Ah Bong. It was 835am lesson time and I can still see Ah Kong wandering aimlessly around the school compound. = =;
And what happened to Ah Bong? Does he even realize that today is our first day of class? Maybe they lose hope too when the manager is not there anymore to shout at them? No more motivation and inspiration for all of us anymore? O.O???
I feel weird not having Derek to call me everyday. . . "jane a jane, which class are we in now? Any homework?" You must learn to be more independent now har. . . I miss seeing your name appearing on my handphone screen. Call us out for a trip maybe?
Victor and Voon!!! I don't know any gentlemen from my group now. . . No one else can beat both of you. . . You are still the best for Group 16!!! ^^
Malvin. . . You are always so cute and cheerful. . . But why you looked so dull today? Can always call us up for lunch! Wish you luck in changing group yea? Hope that at least you know someone in your class.

Hey! Ying Ying is still the happiest one! She is in the same class with Justin and Brendan. Add Ni in. She is alone. . . Ni, they are good good friends you will know. . . I am sure you guys can get along with each other very soon. =) They are cute. . .

Saw Tze Perng, Hugh, Andrew, Ivan, Priscilla, George, Aliyu, Simon, Color. . .

Chon Kee, Alex and Wen Xian are in the same group with me now. . .
Met a few new friends too. . . Denise, Siaw Ping (same name as Jee?), Angelina. . . The good news is that--- we have more girls than boys in my class! No more the only girl. Yesh!!! XD
And luckily Kimmy have some friends too. . .
O yea. . . where is Jia Fen? Pray that she has friends too. . . and will be happy.
Jacq!!! I miss you. . . Feel so wrong not having you around with me. . . Just cannot cheer up much in class without you and others. . . =( Must take good care of yourself yea? So that we can meet again when free. . .
Miss the lecturers too. . . Ms Helena. Jacq you are lucky to have her as your Inno lecturer. . . Cheers! Maybe it is our turn to slip in and join your class now. We'll see, when we are free. xD
Ms Janice, I miss your lectures. . . and I love Economics! :P
Our step by step Mr Chai! He still remember my name! O.O!!!
Group 16's handsome and tough captains! I miss both of you too. . . Hope to see Mr George and Mr Chan walking around in Swin later. . . :)
Anyway, I still feel lucky and relieved having you around with me in class. . . Thanks Rich. . . I changed a bit too. . . coz I have you with me now. . . xF Feel so warm having you to walk me to class, being with me all the time, no more balone wherever I am. . . How would I even ask for more?
God bless you all. . . Treasure everyone around us and every moment we have together. It is fate that brings us in a group and knowing each other in our first sem. . . Enjoy your second sem everyone!!! Take care. . .

Posted by : Wing

Pupps will miss us. . .

Five more days to normal uni life!!! O.O!!!

Still remember our whole bunch of plans before the one month sem break?

Bring @jane swimming, jogging, play squash, bowling, movies, you going to gym, meeting friends, visit ama. . . haha! I think we only go for one- movie. xF

Spending time helping Pupps instead. . . hey, they are lucky to have two mature and understanding children har. . . xD Working for almost whole day isn't any of the teenagers' interest after all. They get bored very fast. Thumbs up for both rkk and @jane. =P

When I think back, our one month break is pretty meaningful. By helping Pupps, the father-and-son and father-and-daughter relationships grow stronger. Pa gets to talk more to me and wants to get involve in my conversation with Jee and Liang too. O_O He becomes more lively!

I believe that they will feel the difference if we go back to uni and they have to do most of the stuffs themselves. Normal lives for Pupps again. Pity them. We will see how it goes for the second sem break later on. =) Help them again maybe?

Learning to deal with customers who are very demanding was a great challenge and experience for both of us to stay on. They are only a tiny part of the society we have to face next time. Though it is not easy, we know that we have to try our very best to do it. +u!!! ^^

Some more we only meet each other once or twice a week. . . and it is always after our work when we are quite exhausted already. . . =.=; But who cares? It makes us treasure the time being together after missing each other for so many days. . . Nevermind if you are late, as long as we can make it to our date and we are happy. . . :)

Hope everything goes fine for second sem. We must work hard yea?

God bless us and Pupps. Good luck everyone!!!

Posted by: Wing

Somehow, it just happened. . .

The first time I met you, I never thought I will fall for you. . .

You would always talk to me and help me in whatever ways you could to make me notice you. . . I did not mind about it at all.

Your hair covered almost half of your face, I could not see your face clearly!!! You looked weird to me!!! O.O!!! I was scared!!! = =;

Somehow, it just happened. I am in love with you Rich. . .

I may not tell you often enough, but your love, sweet caresses, each rendezvous. . . all these are gifts in my life that I am very thankful for every single day. You are always there to support and to encourage me with your love and care. You listen and understand when I need to sort things out or make a decision. You are the one make my life fun. In any moment, your love is something real I can trust and believe in, and that make all the difference. I just hope you know, for now and always, how much I appreciate and love you in return.

I miss you when I am not seeing you but somehow feeling warm inside because you are close in heart. . .

Things may keep changing with age, but I just pray that as we grow old together, there is one thing that will never change. . . Our LOVE. . .

I hope our love is true and will get stronger with time. . .

I love you dear. . . ^^

Posted by : Wing

Penang Tour

3 days 2 nights Penang trip with Jee and her colleagues. To be exact it was only 2 days 2 nights.

We reached Penang almost midnight on Friday and many unexpected events happened which caused us to have only about 2 hours sleep that very night.
One of Jee's colleagues scanned his luggage at Kuching airport without buying and his luggage did not reach Penang, don't know where it had gone to. Around 1230 a.m. we left Penang airport and proceeded to "Line Clear", a place in Penang famous for its "nasi kandar" by the Indian-Muslims. I don't know whether we should call that supper or breakfast. A big plate of rice with half a fried chicken and mixed with 12 types of "kua curry". Imagine eating such spicy food at that time of the day, arrrh.......
Headed to TM Resort at 1.30 and half way the bus we chartered was stopped by the road blocked policeman due to its road tax expired. By the time we arrived at the Resort was almost 3a.m. Saturday morning. Everyone was exhausted.
Woke up at 5.45 after 2 hours sleep because we were supposed to gather at the lobby at 6.30. The A.C. power tripped while aunty Kueh was taking her shower. The whole room was in total darkness. I was not scared because Jee was with me but quite surprised why aunt Kueh didn't scream.
Haha, there is a Chinese proverb saying that bad things never come in single. Sigh.....
There were many programs planned for the 2 days tour. I felt the schedule was a bit tight but we all hope for the best. Oh ya, there were 33 of us in the group with Malays, Chinese & Dayaks, reflect the true spirit of 1 Malaysia.
Before we started our programs, there was a minor road accident. Ms Lai said the journey was bumpy becasue we did not say our prayers and she kept saying : Let us pray..... Haha, she is cute.
Our first destination was Penang Hill, wanted to try the excitement of using cable train but unfortunately the station rail track is doing some upgrading and it will only be ready by this November. Use 4-wheel drive instead and the cost was RM25 per head. We went early and the mist was still very thick, couldn't have an overview of Penang city, what the.....
Our journey was safe and smooth there on so I am not going to write it in details here. Just want to remind aunty Liew to be more careful when taking her toilet break. Don't feel good to see any of us hurt. Thanks God it was just a slip. Aunty Liew still fit and steady, haha!
We went to a lot of places within that very short period. Places like Kek Lo Si, Butterworth, Taiping Zoo, Gurney hawker centre, tour round Penang island, Butterfly farm, Bang Lan's kampung, Queensbay Mall- the longest shopping mall in Asia, .......
We sang karaoke P. Ramlee songs on the way to Taiping. The "old" ladies can sing pretty well and they have sweet and powerful voice. Ms Lai, you sang well too. I was very tired but I enjoyed your sweet and soft voice.
Can you imagine how tiring we were..... I enjoyed the trip anyway with all the uncles, aunties.... they are happy, joyous and sporting veterans.
I wish you all good health and happy always. Hope to see more trips organised by this group of cooperative, easy going people.
The happiest time for me is the moment I stepped in Penang airport and waved bye-bye to Penang.
Yeah !!! Home sweet home!!!
Almost there, someone is waiting.... Posted by: Wing

我可以为您做些什么。。。

看到爸爸憔悴的面庞，日渐消瘦的身形，动作从速捷变缓慢，很心疼，很心酸。。。

眼前我能做的就是多和他说话，多关心他，多体谅他老人家，帮他打理店里的一切。。。

除了这些，爸，身为您的女儿，我不知道还可以为您做些什么。。。

也许更多的祈祷吧。。。祈求上主时时刻刻与您同在，保佑您，爱护您。。。

也许我不能成为最好的女儿，但只要求自己可以作出最大的努力，

以反哺之心奉敬您，以感恩之心孝顺您。。。

Posted by: Wing

A Letter to God. . .

Thanks God for everything. . .

I understand that everyone has his or her own problems and challenges in life. So do I. I had a cross to carry, but I know very well that You are always by my side when I go through everyone of them. . .

I don't ask for pain to disappear, sorrow to go or an easy life rather than a tough one. . .

I only pray that You can guide and lead me to the right path, give me more strength to overcome all the obstacles in life, make me stronger and tougher. . .

Thanks God for my family. . . Please be together with Jee and Pa so that they will always be healthy. Bless this small family You have created. . .

Thanks God for my relatives and friends. . . Please let all of them live with gratitude and treasure their lives. Let us live together without lies but truth and love. . .

Thanks God for everyone I know who had left footprints in my heart. Happy or sad memories with them, I shall never forget. . .

Thanks God for we are created and made being part of this world. . . I appreciate having everyone of them. . . =)

Praise the Lord. . .

Posted by : Wing

I miss you too. . .

I was supposed to go to Hokkien Association this morning but then AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! The clerk gave the wrong date to Pa. . . = =; In fact is next Sunday. . . and NOT TODAY!!!!! Know what? I was planning to take a pic of myself wearing school uniform and post it to you. . . Bopian lo. Do it next week. . . ^^

Thinking of you working so hard, I feel guilty if I just sit here and do nothing. So I decided to make myself busy, otherwise I am going to miss you the whole day. . .

I washed Jee's car, cleaned the car porch, thought of bathing "Sleeping drug" but the sky looks gloomy (FAILED!!!). . . I may ask Jee to guide me on cooking simple dish later. I will keep learning. Dont fail jie!!! xF

I dont reply your message coz dont want to distract you from work. +u!!! Elleby miss you. . .

Posted by: Wing

I am BACK!!!! A new Wing...

Here I come again...

A new start, a new Wing!!! ^^

Think of the days I stopped blogging, everyday was a busy and tiring day but full of laughters and excitement. . .

Thank you for all the support, love and care. . .

Thank you for making my everyday a Happy Day! xF

停写了一阵子，我又从新出发了。新的开始，一个全新的我。。。现在最想做的事情是感恩。

感谢帮助过我，鼓励我和一直给我支持的亲人和朋友，在我迷惘沮丧，心情低落，悲伤和受委屈的时候，对我不离不弃。

感谢初中和高中是的同学，大学先修班的朋友。。。

感谢那些伤害过我的人，因为你们，让我成长，让我学会了宽容，体谅和放下。。。

不管以后会怎样改变，我都要在此谢谢你们。谢谢你们带给我的温情，给了我永远珍藏的记忆。

感谢主一直以来如此的眷顾我。。。

Posted by : Wing

舍不得说再见。。。

我需要冷静一下。。。
给我一点时间，所以会暂时告别爱乐家族，去完成一些我该做的事情。。。
我只是暂时停笔，还会回来。。。从一开始便看我的blog的朋友和亲人，谢谢你们的支持！希望我快点完成我的事情，再回到爱乐家族。。。
加油Wing!!! =)

Posted by : Wing

珍藏里的回忆。。。

思念是一种负担。如果没有思念，人将会是多么的轻松和快乐。。。

成长让大家的步伐不一样了。我想把我的珍藏品拿出来回味一下。害怕再多一点点的成长，会把这纯真甜蜜的所做所为，当成是幼稚无知。

这纸条是我亲笔写来激发一个自卑感很重的朋友。。。

第一次看到这么大的小熊棒棒糖，觉得它很可爱。当时脑海中浮现一个人，所以买下了。。。之后的点点滴滴，就由收糖者自己去回味吧！

Blink Blink是到Sabah游玩时订做的。还是一样闪亮亮的吗？

忘了钱包有多少个分格。。。总之是很多很多。每一格我都存放一个希望，希望TT成功，健康，幸福，快乐，知足，感恩，还有还有。。。我不记得了。。。

17岁，17个祝福语。写祝福语时的耐心，一切过程，如果说当初没心动，那是骗人的。。。

那时候大家都没有钱，所以选择最便宜的薯条。不过这是我吃过最好吃的薯条。。。

"YOU CAN"... 在我心里，只有“你能”。。。

还有一些不便公布的珍藏。。。

直觉告诉我，一切都变了，不一样了。这些珍藏是否还存在，或是已被丢弃，已不再重要了。。。可是当中的点点滴滴，还是那么的清晰。

10年，20年后，如果这些珍藏的影片还保留在电脑中，再回味时，会不会一切已模糊，不会再勾起任何的回忆呢？

Posted by : Wing

Lizards... Eeeeeee... My FRIEND???

I have a great fear of lizards. By just looking at it from far, it can make me feel so anxious and my heart beats very fast till you can see with naked eyes my heart pounds... Though I don't want it to happen, I just can't control it. Lizards are very very scary and nerve-wracking.
I won't enter a bathroom or toilet if there is a lizard. I won't go inside my bedroom if I found out there is a lizard in there. Because of this, our windows are fully netted and the sliding door is always kept close.
Jee killed countless lives these years because of my phobia. Her heartlessly killings had turned her into a reluctant expert at killing lizards... xD
I am sorry, Jee... I know you did all that because of me. Everytime after you killed a lizard, you would always followed by saying "Why kill lizards? They don't disturb and they bring good luck... "
From now on Jee, you don't kill!!! Chase them outside the house. That will be very much touched already... I will reprogramme my brain to relax, not to scream or cry when I see a lizard in the house. If I still fear, I will cover up my eyes, not to see it, not to think of it...
Jee, I think I am making some progress. Last few days I saw a lizard in Liang's room and I did not panic. That lizard must have slipped in the house when Pa opened the sliding door widely. (Pa likes to do that and always get scolded by Jee to keep the door closed at all times.) xD
Liang is very brave. He still can sleep soundly with a lizard in his room. He even teased me by saying "See! Your best friend is with me, in the same room!" (Yuckkkkk!!! My BEST FREIND??? He was saying lizard is my FRIEND??? Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..................)
As his elder sister, I should be more firm. I really need to confront this phobia. I can't let lizards taking over my life. I must learn to live with them even though I still fear.
Lizards, lizards, lizards... I am freaked out!!!
Oh yea... Have anyone of you ever come across lizards' droppings? It's black stool with white on top. (Looks like small letter 'i'.) I used to tell Jee that lizards are honest. They broadcast to the world that the droppings are 'i' (lizards). Hahaha!!! 不打自招。。。

Posted by : Wing

年少梦想...

看到有同学在部落格里写到为自己没有梦想而感到茫然，不知去向。
回想自己小时后，我有过很多愿望，很多的梦想。我还成经骄傲的以为自己很特别，出类拔萃。
长大之后，才发现原来自己在很多方面都比不上别人。现在选读的课程，好像都不成是我年少时的梦想。我喜欢弹琴，说过要成为钢琴家。我也喜欢教学，希望有朝一日可以成为大学教授。还有许多许多，我也不记得自己许过哪些愿望了。只知道自己最近一直渴望成为心理学家。
我所有的梦想，所有的愿望，都随着我踏进Swinburne的那一刻起，粉碎了，不能实现了。。。只可以用来回味，让自己暂时沉醉在梦想的时光里。。。

Posted by : Wing

听歌感触

最近Ellepo总是哼着同样一首歌：如果深情往事，你已不再留恋，就让它随风飘远。。。
听起来还蛮舒服的，就上网下载这首歌的歌词，在这里跟大家分享，歌名是“大海”。
Em... 有点熟悉的感觉，如果没记错，Shirlene也提过这首歌词吧！下回唱K别忘了一起合唱这首歌来释放自己哦。。。=）

~从那遥远海边慢慢消失的你
本来模糊的脸竟然渐渐清晰
想要说些什么又不知从何说起
只有把它放在心底
茫然走在海边看那潮来潮去
徒劳无功想把每朵浪花记清
想要说声爱你却被吹散在风里
猛然回头你在那里
如果大海能够唤回成经的爱
就让我用一生等待
如果深情往事你已不再留恋
就让它随风飘远
如果大海能够带走我的哀愁
就像带走每条河流
所有受过的伤
所有流过的泪
我的爱
请全部带走

很完美的一首歌。那旋律，张雨生刚强的歌声，波动了我心里的伤痛。。。
听着听着，眼眶里已充满了泪水。
“所有受过的伤，所有流过的泪，我的爱，请全部带走。。。
Posted by : Wing

亲人

别打开礼物的缎带,
最初充满期待,最后都腐败...
别打开午夜的电台,别让情歌反复再愚弄...
而爱并没有教给我生存,只教我交易虚荣和天真...
可是爱让我们变成陌生人,却变不了更高尚的灵魂...
不要吻我,只要抱着我,
不要爱我,做我的亲人,
把手借我,一天一分钟,
做我最亲密的亲人,
不是谁的情人,谁的某某某...
就算我全身湿透透,我也不再被谁牵着鼻子走...
如果我还握住拳头,可能我怕我的梦飞走...
而爱并不如你想的万能,不能让我们不再战争...
可是爱连慈悲也没多慈悲,谁爱越深越容易被牺牲...
不要吻我,只要抱着我,
不要爱我,做我的亲人,
把手借我,一天一分钟,
让我还敢做我的梦,
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄...

~叮当- 下一站，幸福。

Posted by : Wing

Let's Go To Jane's House!!!

'Where are we going for lunch?'
~JANE'S HOUSE!!!
'Where are we going after this?'
~JANE'S HOUSE!!!
'Where to go for our Maths revision?'
~JANE'S HOUSE!!!
'Where to gather this Saturday night?'
~JANE'S HOUSE!!!
'Where to meet before movie?'
~JANE'S HOUSE!!!

=.=" Since Jane's house is ssssooooo popular, OKAY!!! Let's go to Jane's house!!! xD
On Wednesday, 3rd June, as it is a Gawai holiday, I make their wish come true...

Malvin, Richmond, Tzi Perng, Victor and Voon Hwa, a group of aliens imported from neighbouring states and countries finally make their first steps in ~Jane's House!!!

Before that, maybe to them, Jane's house looks like this...

Front view of 'Jane's House...'

Sitting room... Comfortable and chilled with air-con... Wah!!!

Long dining table with crystal chandelion, with ANG's ancestor's protrait hanging on the wall...

'Jane's study room'... Clean and neat...

Even the washroom looks like this!!! 5 stars!!! O.O

In actual fact, Jane's House is small (but cozy xD), simple, messy, no air-con, no Astro...

Ngaitii...

My friends are all nice guys... Not only they didn't complain, I can see that they are comfortable with it... (hey, hope you guys are really comfortable with Jane's house... dont act ar...)

Thanks for finishing all the food... =)
Now you all know how is Jane's house like... So next time, where to go?

NO MORE JANE'S HOUSE?????

or... You guys still prefer...

JANE'S HOUSE!!!! hahahahaha...xD

My childhood best friend is smiling... Carry Elleby with her... =)

Elleby, look at the camera...

Rich is too full... Till he has to take some exercises... Walking around Jane's small house, I dont think it helps much...

Oh Vic, nice pose!

Mr Lee, what's wrong with your fingers? Saying hi?

Mal, I told you... You dont need a jacket in Jane's house... Enjoy your 'Xin Hui'! xD

Hey Japanese guy, what are you staring at? Anything wrong with Mal?

Thanks buddies! It's nice to know all of you... Hope we stay as BBF!!! =)

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落叶

~从不紧捉不放

从不独占不离

它完成了当做的事

就谦卑地枯干掉落。。。

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Embracing Imperfection

Feeling sad and emo over something that happened last weekend, it made me recall this incident...
I still remember that time I was about the age of ten...
Jee was not feeling well and pa prepared for dinner...
I remember that evening in particular because that dinner was prepared by pa after a long, hard day at work.
Pa placed a plate of burnt egg omelette in front of Jee. I was waiting to see if Jee noticed. Yet all Jee did was smiled at pa and asked me how my day was at school.
I couldn't recall what I told her but I do remember watching her finished up the egg omelette.
When I got up from the table, I heard pa apologised to Jee for burning the eggs.
I'll never forgotten what Jee said : Don't worry pa, I love burnt eggs!
Later that night, I went to kiss Jee good night and I asked her if she really liked the burnt egg. She hugged me and said : your papa had a hard day at work and he's really tired. A little burnt omelette won't hurt anyone! Life is full of imperfect things and imperfect people. I'm also not the best housekeeper or cook.
What I've learned from Jee is "Learning to accept each other's faults and differences is very important in order to create a healthy, growing and lasting relationship - the same goes to whatever type of relationships".
An internal injury takes place if I only remember the love and time that I had put in and all the hurts that I'd received.
I don't want to put my happiness in someone else's pocket but into my own. I am the one having the power to choose. No one can force me to feel how I want to feel.
I choose to forgive, forget and to accept.
People will always forget what we have done or said, but they will never, ever forget how the way we have made them feel - both good and bad.

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我爱他...

~"His subtle craziness has been left behind in one of the train carriages
The air in underground train is heavier than memories
The whole city has been waiting for me
There is a relationship that is still drifting about
I love his zeal the most
My dreams has been cruelly shattered yet I cannot forget
For him I once believe that tomorrow would mean the future
No matter how bad the situation may be
I refused to come to my senses
I love him till I stumbled into despair
My heart has been deeply hurt yet I cannot forget
We no longer belong in this place
What initially used to be paradise has now become absurd..."

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A Message from You...

~"Do not be anxious about anything. In everything resort to prayer and supplication together with thanksgiving and bring your request before God." Philippians 3:6
"Call me and I shall answer. I will reveal to you great and mysterious things you have not known." Jeremiah 33:3
在这全新的一天，就把过去抛开一边，拥抱现在和未来，好吗?未来是充满希望的，现在就等着你去寻找和创造出这些希望!加油!!!~
Thanks a lot for your word of advise... You will always be my "Glass Protector"... =)
May God loves you and showers you with His abundant blessings...

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再见了，我的梦。。。

强忍着的泪水，放学时一坐进车里便忍不住涌出来。。。

终于到了跟我从小便立志的梦想说声永别了。。。

小时候，我常幻想自己在一间舒服且备有冷气的房里，给有烦恼的小孩和女人辅导与聆听他们的心事。。。

一直以来我的心灵第六感都十分准确，而且有时会因自己过渡准确的灵感觉得害怕。。。

但是这次，我完全没有任何灵感会得到JPA奖学金。。。意料中该是凶多吉少。。。
其实要得到这奖学金对我来说是一件很不可能的事。(I know very well that I cannot get it coz my result is not as good comparatively, but I still hope for the best. At the end, I really didn't get it... I am quite disappointed...)

没关系啦! 我相信God是另有安排的。。。=) 我会努力，留在Kuching, 也是另一条出路。

我会珍惜和家人朋友在一起的美好时光。。。

Jee & Liang, 谢谢你们的关心和爱护，替我着急，替我紧张。。。我们会永远在一起。。。

Victor, 皇上不急太监急啊!哈哈!刚刚你帮我上网看成绩，我真的好感动。是啊，现在我可以留在 Swinburne 和你们大家一起念书喽!

Jacqueline, 不忍心让你成为班上唯一的女生，以后的日子我都会陪着你。。。(跟你联合起来对付Ah Bong。。。也可以偷偷望我们的帅哥。。。Haha!!! xD)

Wei Zhung & Ah Kong, gentlemen, 真不懂我没拿到JPA 你们还这么开心。。。难道忘了我常常搭你们的顺风车吗? 从今天开始，别想逃避载我的责任哦! =P

Malvin, Richmond & Simon, there will be lots of chances for us having lunch together. Take turns to treat me and Jac yea? Simon 又要为我们破例闯过马路，不用天桥了。。。(慢慢来，别紧张，马路如虎口，看右，看左，再看右，没有车，才好过! 哈哈! xD)

唉，真过份，眼角湿湿的，心里难过极了，Ms Helena 还请吃 Cup Cakes，像是庆祝我落选。不过还瞒好吃的。。。xD

Ssssssssssssssssssoooooooooooooooooooo..... 只好接受事实。。。

Bye bye Psychologist Jane, hello Business Woman...

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唯一的礼物

看到五张Elleby很可爱的照片了吗? 哈哈! 原来它出生的背后还有一段小小的故事，也算是她生命中的一个插曲。。。

是缘分吧，他们被安排相遇相逢，后相识。。。

那时Boulevard新开张，他把多年放在除藏室里‘热眠’的脚踏车搬出来清理，然后到富丽华买下了刚出生不久的Elleby。。。

那时在学校，她正因肚子痛而无力流泪，把他给吓坏了。。。他把包好的礼物(Elleby) 送给她，说是迟来的生日礼物。。。她笑了。。。虽然没说些什么，她心里其实是好惊喜，好感动。。。

她知道他对自己有好感，但未能接受他的好意。他不介意，一直坚持对她好，关心她，爱护她。。。但当她已准备好打开心结时，他却再也回不到过去，没有了那时的感觉。。。轰轰烈烈想拥有她的感觉。。。

他无数次伤害她，有意敷衍她，避开她，提醒她不要对自己抱有任何的希望，但她却坚持的相信她可以挽回这段友谊。。。她成功了。。。他们现在已成为知己，无话不谈的知己。。。

今天她无意间在Boulevard遇见他，得知原来他是去买礼物给朋友。。。是另外一个她吗?她不知道，他也从来不提起。。。她此刻才发觉，Elleby 竟是他送给自己的第一份，也是最后一份礼物。。。 唯一的Elleby。。。唯一的礼物。。。

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我想你。。。

‘~一件黑色毛衣，两个人的回忆，雨过之后更难忘记，忘记我还爱你。。。’
知道明天有可能会遇见你，脑海里不断浮现周杰伦的这首歌- 黑色毛衣。。。
常常认为我已忘了所拥有的过去，认为我们已忘了曾经是彼此生命中不可缺的那一位，也忘了那所谓初恋的甜蜜回忆。。。但知道要到学校的那一刻，才发觉自己心里也不是完全没有你。。。
记得那时我们友谊出现状况，我的世界就好像忽然停了下来。我们不再无所不谈，不再温柔小声的叫对方的名字，不再看着对方微笑。。。一切的一切都已改变。。那时我的心真的好痛。。。
是你让我懂得原来吃醋时心里会有酸酸的感觉。。。
是你让我感觉第一次和男生走在一起会有甜甜面红耳赤的滋味。。。
是你使我有苦苦，难受，不能控制自己放声大哭的失态。。。
也是你使我有辣辣，想发火生气的经验。。。
每一次听到这首歌我就会掉泪。不是因为想起你曾经给我的泪和痛，而是为我们友谊的裂痕感到可惜，感到无奈，感到心痛。。。
此刻，我还是想你的。。。

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Thanks 小榕! =)

Elo dear buddy!!! xD
想诚心的向你说声 "谢谢"。。。(I know you will be busy with homework in school but I am very sure that you will drop by reading when you are free, since you are the royal fan of my blog... xD haha! and using your name as the title will catch your attention more I supposed. 'wa liao kai!' hahaha!!! xD)
Since the day when I first knew you and the day when we became friends, you are always very caring, loving, kind, polite, tolerate.... and all the other positive words that I cannot think of to describe you better. You are always very patient with me and all my problems and won't mind to listen to me whenever I need you. You are willing to be with me for my sorrow, happiness and craziness... This really makes me touched.
I love you dear... =) Thanks so much for being you (The one I really need as my best friend)... And I truely appreciate and treasure the times we had together. I promise that I will introduce you to Jacqueline some day. Both of you are very nice girls and friends. Hope that we can stay as friends for life.

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Apology

Jee, I apologise for my bad and rude attitude these few days. I know that I should be more caring and considerate instead of behaving the other way round and makes you sad or uncomfortable. I realised that you are not feeling well but still, I escaped my duty to be a good girl...
Jee, I am terribly sorry! =(

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Dinner- 8 May 2010

Look at Papa, he is always hunting for nuts... xD


My two mummies were in red! Beautiful le... I love both of you... Muaks... =)

Girl and Ginger looked sooo hungry. "When will the dinner be served?"

Tada... Our food!!!

Spinach noodle... Popeye's food... Nice!

Cold dish... Only six prawn balls for seven of us. Short of one ball... Jee joked with the waiter saying that they miscounted one. So... Any two of us will have to fight for one... Haha!!!

Sea cucumber soup. Yummy... They gave extra one bowl... Have to teach them simple arithmetic liao... How to count 1, 2, 3.... Alamak!

This is the so called 'Season pork ribs'... Pa complaint no ribs wor... All the thick three-layer pork. Eeeeeee..... Fat fat...

Satay prawn... Yeah! My favourite.. Pity Liang, he never appreciate seafood with legss.. Seems that Girl doesn't take prawn too... So I enjoyed with Ginger lo... Untung the two of us...

Steamed fish. Don't know the name of the fish... The fish head looked so ugly and terrible.. Aaaaahhhhh!!!! Jee seemed to like it... Sigh. Miao Mama...

Broccoli with mushroom. Vegetarian dish I supposed. I don't like it... =P

Last dish of the night. Dessert... Cute but tasteless...

Overall, I rate the food 3 out of 5... Haha! Ok lar.

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感恩季节

五月，一个很美的月份。

在这充满爱的感恩季节，让我们好好反思父母对我们的养育苦心。

感谢他们一路来对我们的照顾和所作的一切牺牲，也别忘了我们在天的母亲--圣母玛丽亚。

在这温馨感恩的季节里，多念几次圣母玫瑰花经吧!

"万福玛丽亚，您充满圣宠，主与你同在，你在妇女中受赞颂，你的亲子耶稣同受赞颂。

天主圣母玛丽亚，求你现在和我们临终时，为我们祈求天主，阿们..."

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